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After

A couple of weeks ago Tangle got to install our knitted art display, Knit on the Corner, at the Art and Jazz Festival. This was our third year! This is one of my most favorite projects we do and I love that knitting gets recognized as art. We installed over 100 pieces on Friday and took them all down on Sunday. I love that our city gets the whimsey and fun of guerrilla knitting.

(tangle in the background)

Breakfast Tacos

I rode the bus with my friend Brian the other day to see what it was like. In the 12 years that we’ve had public transportation, I’ve never tried it. Because many of our patients at the clinic will be riding the bus, we wanted to see what the trip to our clinic would be like for them on the bus. It took us 1.5hrs to ride what took 12min in a car.

Bus transfer tickets

Gunnison hanging out at Tangle

This soda is amazing. 60 calories, 3 ingredients. yum.

Giant zig zag quilt I’m working on

Grilled artichokes with queso fresco (one of the only cheeses I can eat sans migraine.) Quarter and boil the artichokes until tender. Drizzle with olive oil, top with cheese. Grill til the artichokes are a little crispy on the outside and the cheese is melted.

Watching the eclipse on my neighbors roof.

It’s Carne Asada season… mmm….

Tangle

*”Great characters in exciting stories don’t sit around on the couch playing it safe. They get up, move, try, fail and risk it all again.

Living a great story costs something. People who live great stories know failure isn’t a judgment, it’s an education.” – Donald Miller

*Life happens in seasons. And we never know when the next season will come… and the current one will end. It’s so important to soak up every season, to squeeze out all the good things and memories because some seasons only come once a lifetime. If we don’t live in the moment of each season, if we aren’t present for what’s happening around us, we miss out on the most priceless things.

Tomatoes, lettuce, peppers and green beans. And lots and lots of baby elms…sigh

On the day of your birth

The Creator filled countless storehouses and

stockings

With rich ointments

Luscious tapestries

And antique coins of incredible value

Jewels worthy of a queen’s dowry

They were set aside for your use

Alone

Armed with faith and hope

And without knowing of the wealth which awaited

You broke through dense walls

of poverty

And loosed the chains of ignorance which

threatened to cripple you so that you

could walk

A Free Woman

Into a world which needed you

My wish for you

Is that you continue

Continue

To be who and how you are

To astonish a mean world

With your acts of kindness

Continue

To allow humor to lighten the burden

of your tender heart

Continue

In a society dark with cruelty

To let the people hear the grandeur

Of God in the peals of your laughter

Continue

To let your eloquence

Elevate the people to heights

They had only imagined

Continue

To remind the people that

Each is as good as the other

And that no one is beneath

Nor above you

Continue

To remember your own young years

And look with favor upon the lost

And the least and the lonely

Continue

To put the mantel of your protection

Around the bodies of

The young and defenseless

Continue

To take the hand of the despised

And diseased and walk proudly with them

In the high street

Some might see you and

Be encouraged to do likewise

Continue

To plant a public kiss of concern

On the cheek of the sick

And the aged and infirm

And count that as a

Natural action to be expected

Continue

To let gratitude be the pillow

Upon which you kneel to

Say your nightly prayer

And let faith be the bridge

You build to overcome evil

And welcome good

Continue

To ignore no vision

Which comes to enlarge your range

And increase your spirit

Continue

To dare to love deeply

And risk everything

For the good thing

Continue

To float

Happily in the sea of infinite substance

Which set aside riches for you

Before you had a name

Continue

And by doing so

You and your work

Will be able to continue

Eternally

-Maya Angelou

I think that we can safely say that I’ve solidly entered the dating phase of my journey. Gosh, it’s terribly fun… so this is what I missed out on by getting married at 18 and skipping college.

I had a realization last night while on a date. We were talking about what it’s like to be alone and what we wanted and I couldn’t really even list something that I want. What do I want my life to look like? Umm…exactly like it looks. My therapist’s goal for me was to get to the point where I didn’t need… I didn’t need a person or people to make me complete. I didn’t ever really believe that I would get to that point because the need inside me felt so desperate and huge. But I’m here… not sure how, but definitely here. Recently I had a guy offer, “What do you want from me?” and I couldn’t think of one thing to ask for. I don’t need anything.

I think there is this sense where none of us are islands… that in a way we all need each other… that’s kind of the point of being here – to live in community, to share life with those around us. We need people to make it through life. But there’s also this sense that if we so desperately need one person to ensure our survival, we are in humongous trouble. Because that person can always leave and your survival is no longer in your hands but in his. What an awesome responsibility to put on someone else…

Last night we were talking about wanting to have someone to take care of us and I realized that as much as I have longed to be taken care of (and never really have in the way I’ve wanted), knowing that I can (and do) take care of myself is so much more comforting than having someone else to do it for me.

I’m sure the dating phase won’t last forever. I’m sure eventually I will find someone that I don’t want to live without, but I’m not really looking ahead anymore. I don’t long anymore for the next phase. Instead I’m just reveling in where I am. Soaking it up and enjoying every moment of it because this will be the only time in my life I get this chance and I don’t want to ruin it by wishing for what’s next.

Thankful. <3

baby sweater that I knit for my friend and trainer, Janae.

Honor’s lego robot

another pic of Gertrude

giant batch of granola

last month’s pattern of the month for Tangle

being silly with Honor

science fair

science fair

some light evening reading

baby peaches on my tree in need of thinning

Eden and her buddies about to run a 5k

Carrie and I turned a terrible horrible pile of scrap wood into this. I ran the skill saw and she stacked. What a team we make.

new flowers cheering up the backyard